God has his ways

"Be the change that you wish to see in the world."

-Gandhi

I have noticed lately that I am a lot happier than I thought I would be. With all of the things that have happened the past few months I thought that it would bring me down but it hasn't. I think that was God's plan. I have realized the past few months that I am a lot stronger than I thought and can take a lot more than I wanted to believe. I am finally to a point where I am comfortable with the person that I am. Yes, there are some things about me that I may not necessarily like but I am working on those. I am trying to be the person I want and who God wants me to be and suddenly I have more self esteem cause I don't really care what people think about me at least not as much as I did. I know that this is just the beginning of figuring out who I am going to be, but I think this is a good start. 

Honestly, I owe this to the people who are in my life that have helped me a lot, but it is also due to the people who have hurt me the most in life. I am grateful for everyone who has been in my life because they are the reason I am who I am. Most importantly I am grateful to have such an amazing God that not only put those people in my life, but also took away the ones that shouldn't stay. God can work in mysteries ways!